It was all going smooth.Their abode of love was entering to the best phase ,and then hit another storm.I call her "that woman".let her be nameless in this story. what went wrong? what actually went wrong for Aman and Roshni? For Aman ,he had promised that "humaari kahaani mein kabhi separation track ny aayega". because he now knows ,what does it feel like losing her..! what does it feel like missing her..!
But i consider that woman as a test of their qualities to take forward their relationship. They had already proved their love multiple times. They wont and cant see other getting hurt. They are ready to die for each other. But what about mutual respect ,trust and the importance of having a conversation.??
Roshni is one smart woman , who is able to see through people and smell the fish. so as usual she smelled something wrong with that woman.
But why didn't Aman believe her?
Because , for Aman junaid khan, always from the beginning , is the one who believes ,what he sees with his eyes and quickly make conclusions without further inquiry.
1)Roshni was dancing at the MLA party --- and he concluded that she was a tawaif
2)Aman saw roshni talking to sameer --- He concluded that they are having an affair
3)Roshni made allegations against his mother , which she could never prove unfortunately-- Rosnhi couldn't prove , so Aman never believed
4)Roshni said -that kid is not his and fortunately he saw the proof with his eyes-- He believed
5)Roshni made allegations against "that woman" - she couldn't prove- he never believed.
Naturally a question will arise, in all the previous experiences he had with Roshni , she was always right, then why cant he just trust Roshni with her words??
The answer is , he simply cant. He has this flaw inbuilt in his character, if this is to be changed , something big, some big life experience should hit him..and that experience was given by "that woman"(which is still to resolve and Aman to know about it)
you cant say Aman never had blind trust on Roshni, In fact he had that blind trust on her ,on the day, when he gave all the responsibilities of his mom to her.He trusted her with his mothers life, which she couldn't keep. Obviously a biggest blow to their relationship!! why and how was never a question for Aman. In a circumstance like that , may be for every human being will react as such.
A man trusted his wife with his moms life and came back to see a critically injured mom. anybody would react, nobody will want to listen to the haiwana stories at that time ( also when Aman had warned Roshni against not going behind that woman ever again) .so did he... Perhaps he said the most venomous words that literally killed her.
Class and money came again into the picture. He can't hit her.Yet he hit her and killed her soul with his words. It was deliberate.because ,he know that's her weak point. To mention about class and money and ,he know how it will affect her. He wanted to hurt her ,he wanted her to hate him.so that when he sends her out , it wont be difficult for both. In the heat of the moment he said everything.because he was deeply hurt and because of that he hurt her too. We hurt the people we love the most,isn't it.? If we don't love people, there is no question of hurting them. We hurt the people who are close to our hearts. And for Aman Roshni was his heart and he just couldn't believe that Roshni broke his trust.He saw that part only. Nothing else mattered to him. Also he did tried to listen to her part,which she failed to prove miserably. The words coming from the angry man would be poison,so did aman's. He this time literally pushed her out of the house on the contrary to the last time.
She didn't complain. Because somewhere she did try to understand his side...
He sends her out and even said... "If i die.. don't even come back to see my body"...
Thtz what it was...
For around an year his mom became that sign of a broken trust,which reminds him of Roshni everyday,every single day! Was it easy for him??Never!! He was living through the hell every single day,in her memories.both good n bad.!
and..The parties and other women, it was his escape route !! But the end of the day,he slept with the painful memories. he was again confined to his dark world, looking at the lifeless Nargis tree. Love was deeply buried inside and pain took the front seat..! as i mentioned it was like aman is chasing a mirage!!! This time destiny and circumstances played their part well in ripping them apart.
This time it wasn't about their love. Had it been about their love.. they would have never missed each other.. so it wasn't that. Because every single day they remembered each other. They might have erased the physical presence.. but memories can never be..
For every single day they might have thought what went wrong...
For Roshni ,she might have cursed the moments she tried to prove that woman's reality..
Aman becoming ruthless was something which was un-affordable for him.he wont be like that,he cant be like that. He simply cant. Because despite his cursed life,he was an empathetic soul. The mask of ruthlessness is a cover.. which he wore and failed miserably.
Because ,the moment they met after an year says it all.. he simply couldn't hide his tears..as if he was holding this tears for a long time.He was crying his heart out.somewhere,he, deep down had wished this meeting with her.he missed her soo soo soo much and it also reminded him about his mom,he cried,for he missed her.he cried ,because he had complaints..!
see the plight of that man , who announced the punishment for the woman he loved , yet who was unable to face the after effects that came with it.
He tried to resist a woman , he can never ever resist. because their love was true. He did something which he never can , and was simply punishing everyday for that,..
which was why he said on his death bed that " aapse nafrat karna chatha tha... lekin ishq karta rehta " and also he said " zindgi ki iss aakhiri pal mein aap mere saath hein... mujhe aur kuch ny chyiye" on the contraty to what he said when he sends her out.
So this is Aman Junaid khan.. who loves roshni to the moon and back and accepts her as his breath and soul and he who simply cant resist Roshni.
but trust issues are their biggest enemy, Aman is no more ready to trust her , which he said once--"once i had believed you n now i cant take that risk again.". on the other hand Roshni want Aman to trust him blindly and believe her ayana sense.once roshni was ready to give explanations. now shes not ready for that, in his dying moments when he asked , "aapne aisa kyu kiya" and she said nothing, and when in office , as they argued over their previous night too , when aman asked her about whereabouts , she kept quite, Both are in denial now. Denial about what actually went wrong in their relationship. it was not circumstances alone. it was because of the flaws in their character too. They aren't ready to discuss it,, it became a sensitive topic for both of them.but the thing is they are very well aware that what actually went wrong and what are their real issues.Even though they are in denial.!
He regretted burning her shop meaning he regretted ,for destroying the fruit of her hard work.
but post their reunion, Aman initially tried to be cruel with her which failed miserably and now that he doesn't waste any moment to prick her with the sensitive topic every now n then.so do her,
when they a sit and talk about this , that would be the day , they will find each other.From that day onwards , nothing can beat this power couple until death separates them.Till then , let them play the hide seek of knowing each other.!
So in a sense "that woman" exposed the real issues and hollowness of their relationship. Nobody today questions about their love. But it exposed their flaws. Aman who believes the people simply for what he sees and cant look through the backbiting plans and also his inhibitions to trust Roshni and his denial in listening to her. Meanwhile Roshni on the other hand, ignoring his warnings , kept on doing her detective skills which lead her to losing him. If something is so irritating to the partner, she could have stopped it for a while!but she didn't.They need to learn this small adjustments too for a peaceful living.Because,there is this love and care which is the most needed and they have that in plenty. Now that these next set of qualities when they acquire , nothing would beat them again.So that his promise will be fulfilled-- "Humari kahani mein kabhi separation track ny aayega"!!
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