Aman Junaid khan-Character Sketch- Part 1

Aman junaid khan.. i thought not to write. been a long since i last wrote one.but he is one character that needs attention.he has everything in this world that money can buy.. but watever he has , nothing ever soothed his mind.

He was supposed to live a cursed life.In his entire life,never ever in his wildest dreams he would have imagined that he will be falling in love. He never wanted to love someone.. he knew how his entire life was going to be!!
A life where he is been cursed to change to a beast,even if he dont want to.. a life where he will hurt his own people every now and then.HE WAS A SOUL PUT ON SALE EVEN BEFORE HE WAS BORN...
A Fate he never have asked for.The people who sold him left behind the curtains.Yet he was still a soul with a price tag,a soul with an uncertain future where he could be taken away from his beloved people without his wish.

Infact his entire life was like this only.did anything , any single thing happend with his wish in his life?? He was always that property which has been placed on sale. 

To be a half jinn and half human was not his choice,

To be a man confined to large chains and bearing the pain associated with the change was not his choice.. 

Some else wrote a cursed life for him even before he was born.what was his mistake? His only mistake was been born to this earth as a human kid.

Thinking about his this ill fate , thinking abt the horrible fearful moments he create for his immediate family without his intention,somewhere in between all these he forgot to enjoy life. He confined to himself , forgot to talk .The entire life he might have asked himself , why on earth i got a life like this.he had alot of complaints to this world,to its people. He had all the reasons to change to a worst person.but he changed to someone tht could sacrifice anything for family.he choose love over hatred.

His hours of silence are his hours of cry.Infact his silence spoke louder everytime as to how much he bear everything inside.he is ready to sacrifice his life for family despite his own family gave him tht strange life he never asked for.
He never wanted to marry any girl ,however ,for the sake of family he agreed to marry one that too after sharing his darkest secret. But that one never worked.

From the beginning of takkar with Roshni,she made conclusions about him widthout listening.yet he had no complaints.
He ignored her pettiness.because he had his own worries.He never wanted to marry even an ayana.Despite he knew that ayana cud save him from the trouble.Because he dont even want to put an ayana in trouble.Instead he was ready to bear it all alone.He was the most selfless person.

Usually selfless nature come with a woman always.But aman junaid khan had a gem of a heart.Even if he had a choice to be evil.But everyone becomes selfish when it comes to family.so do aman.So do roshni.A deal was made.Aman for moms sake,Roshni for her moms sake.

It was hisaab barabar,you cant blame anyone.Aman thought she too is a courtsan.while roshi already decided that he was ruthless.Without proper conversation or anything.
Bt despite all these there where some genuine moments  where Aman cared so much for Roshni.He at times had seen her farishta dil.Some where he saw a light,a light in her that could pull him out of darkness.he began falling for her.something he never ever wanted in his life to happen!

They reached to a point where they got ready to take the arrows, life threw at them, for each other.despite misunderstandings they had fallen hard already.Initialy they were selfish for their family.Then they became selfless for each other.love is selfless and at the same time selfish.
Saving other was like saving one self.. something that will happen only when in love.Ready to sacrifice ones life for the sake of other is being selfless. And saving is for their own selfish reason.. because its his "love" that gonna die or "her" love that gonna die

Whatever it was, they had reached that point before they parted ways.when they separated ,roshni blamed him for being a vahiyad praani.Yes he married her for ammi,she agreed for the cheque.However how much you say he was ruthless,he wasnt!!

While roshni accepted tht she cashed the cheque.she made deal with sameer  and whatever,amans heart was breaking into zillion pieces.he cried the double amount than he cried ever before.he was helpless.. he thought his farishta came.
He thought he can now live a happy normal life.but everything shattered at tht moment.He didnt utter a single word.His silence spoke volumes,his eyes shed a thousand tears without shedding a single one.He needed a shoulder to cry on.but he stood there in silence.
He took her out and asked to her to  leave.thatz it..!! Because he wanted to confine to his own world of strange things again.The light he saw was leaving,he was pushed into darkness again.He might have asked to himself- why me again??

He had reasons to shout,reasons to lose control.But he kept his calm as always because his pain and sadness weighed more than his anger for roshni.His silence said how much he was hurt. it was not roshni's pain.The entire sepration spoke volumes about aman junaid khan and his cursed life!!!
Aman junaid khan endured alot in his life that he forgot to complain.Pain became a part of his life so that he forgot what happiness was.he was drowning in his own sadness ,his own misfortune.A light came and was gone.who is he to complain???,as his own dad once sold him already!!!

Now what else  will he do??.. he will choose his family's goodness over anything.And he did that. he forgot his pain.He smiled over the betrayal to make his family happy.Yes Aman junaid khan is selfless and if anybody needs to be loved so deeply.its him!!!!

Because he was selfless,because he endured a lot.His farishta did come back to his life,to love him and heal him from pain and to teach him to live again,to make him smile  because he had a the heart of gold despite his sufferings.. thatz why a farishta happened for him!

There is no question about aman deserves a farishta or not.!!he is the one who deserves an angel.Only he can love a farishta like a farishta deserves.Because if anybody can understand what love is,what selflessness is,that is aman junaid khan only.He is one gem.

He cared for people more than anybody cared for him.He yearned for a normal human life with laughter and happiness.He chose relationship over power and wealth n because he knew these things will never help.He is the most matured hero i saw in a while. I Iove him for his subtlenesss.His subtlenesss is his might,his silence is his power,his calmness is his virtue. And that is Aman Junaid Khan..!!